♥

heyheyhey !

2010-09-03T02:56:00.000-07:00

`sorry, it wuz a distraction x)

So.
History's history, guess it's time to move on !
Dont wanna waste my life away bein unhappy and letting the unnecessary affect me. I used to cry and get all depressed by the slightest provocation but right now, i feel that whether i cry or not is meaningless. So y'can try hard to hurt me any way, but all i can say is that i dont gv that much of an RIP anymore, so you'll just be wasting your time, darlin(: And evn if you were t'try doin that, please do that for a reason. Yknow, dont go fucking people all over not knowing why, or, letting the person know wth's gg on(:

Idk if my new personality has stagnated but i guess the emotional abandonment and detachment i felt's the cause. It just went all stale and i didnt wanna shrug it off like nothing hppned, but i didnt wanna make you feel like you were the only one in control either. People dont just 'fall outta' whatever as if they were changing channels on the television and stations on the radio.Those emotions cant be turned off just like that. But why did it for me? I thought that emotion could withstand everything and that all those 'heartfelt' apologies carried true meaning.

Boy, lookin back now, i wuz just so immature.

Yea, i wuz kept in a bubble of inactivity, self-doubt and self loathing. All the negative forces. And as for you, you were just floating there attempting to label me. Darlin, only I, and I alone can define who i am and what is acceptable in my life; nobody else including you has that job(:

I guess im done grieving over the loss of an unfufilled relationship in which i ended.

I'm starting to think that whn on that emotional roller coaster, i wuznt lost at all, just temporarily misplaced. There were goals i once had for my life, and they're stl there under the surface. Some things might be distractions with a recipe for dissappointment attatched. I dont want that. I'm in control of my destiny so get outta my way. You've got no power over me anymore, baby ! .

` Mel.

im on dha phone(:

2010-07-01T03:36:00.000-07:00

Hellooo !!

i love Marcus ♥

teehee, ive bn editing my playlist but not blog about stuff.
awesome songsssss(:
BABY BOY YOURE SO REMARKABLE, SO SPECIAL, SO WONDERFUL.
hmmm, sch is :/
gym is >:p tiring.
it wasnt evn considered a hol for me, i had to go bck to sch almost evryday for stuff.
I GO AYE, AYE SHAWTY.

i really hate gg to sch and seeing 2 sided bitches. seriously, some people gotta learn to grow up.
one moment youre like this and another you make me feel so idk SUICIDAL.
yea i give it to you, you actually manage to make me feel that way LIKE HEY I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS HERE.you piss the bloody butt outta me and its only a matter of time till you see me explode.
anyway ill just play along. isnt that what ive bn doin? forget it ill drop it.
im exhauuuusted.

sorry but, bye ♥

~iloveMarcus~

it's the 2nd day of March !

2010-03-02T03:36:00.000-08:00

HAPPY FIRST YEAR,

DARLIN !!!

~iloveyou, MarcusNg.~

♥

bag hunt.

2010-01-27T05:55:00.000-08:00

Hello, World(:

alright, so. this is gonna be a really short post, i think.

okay so, you see the pic yea x)

it wuz Bag Hunt day and i wuz gonna meet Phoebe aft gttin ready. like duh right.

uhm, i wuz a lil bored so... yknow what(:

so. got a new sch bag. Phoebe too(:

i gt a Yakpak. wuz thinkin of gttin the $80 Eastpak but friends said the colour kindda sucked.

as for Marcus, he doesnt like plain bags. so, idk why i asked him. hahas.

` Thanks anw darlin. You too, Lynette(:

[babe, i screwed up that day. im really sorry.]

i named her Tiffany. idk why how what the ff but, yea. (:

she's pink x)

okay whatever, im gonna drop it.

so uhm, ive got this POA CAone tmw.

yes peeps, i actually read thru the textbk. but i doubt im gonna do well.

like, ive gt difficulty rmb-ing the concepts.

whatever. ill just do my best.

I swear, im pmsing agn.

so like... argh.

im so fugging tired. my CCA's takin ovr my life. Jeez.

sigh, think im gonna read thru the bk agn and im off to lalaworld.

` i miss you marcus ng. hurry cme bck frm e dinner thang.

right, im being totally irrelevent now.

IM TIRED.

'yea thn why are you blogging~'

erm ppl, i cnt just study 24/7 cuz ill go crazy. and now's considered my. break. rest time. whatever. GAWD.

nvm. that wuznt directed to you. it wuz you. whatever.

sorry but, bye.

~iloveMarcus~ ♥

ciao(:

2010-01-12T20:41:00.000-08:00

It's a sch day. However, you see me blogging here right now.

I wuz down w Allergic Conjunctivitis again. its annoying. Came back straight aft assembly in the morning.

Anyway(:

I hvnt bn using the com alot since sch started.

I'm studying hard. x) like, finally.

so if youve bn wondering why you hvnt bn seeing me online lately, you know why now.

Piece of good news; My stepmother is pregnant(:

yupp, which mkes me a sister. In lets say... bout 4 months time(:

A July baby, most prob.

Dad asked me to give ideas for the baby's name. I told him ill be the one choosing baby clothes for him or her whn he or she is born(:

Alright now, ive got nth else much left to say.

Gonna sleep now, thn start doin my homework and study whn i awake.

~iloveMarcus~

ciao(:

pmsing sucks.

2009-12-03T20:10:00.000-08:00

Emotional fluctuations, severe pms.

I hate it just as much as you hate me unhappy.

I become my alter-ego, bitch from hell at least once every month.

I start to hate the ppl who keep spiraling around me.

I start to hate.

Just wanna say im sorry. And thanks for loving me.

it's the 26th of november.

2009-11-26T05:51:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody(:

I am. back. so hi.

About my previous post, friends told me they've never actually seen me like that before.

well hello(: Melissa Chow here(:

anyway. I would like to thank the people who gave me silent support, who were really there for me through it all.

It wuz really impossible for me to keep going without your support. Again, Thank you.

Things happened. Many. Be it happy, unhappy, it all happened.

I'm glad that i did not go around things, i'm glad i faced them.

Im glad ive been turning to God. God is good. And i know God loves me. God loves each and every one of us.

Im beginning to realize its not the end of the world when things seem to be at their worst.

There's always a solution to a problem.

Ive regained the friendship of friends. Ive regained, hopefully, their trust. Now that its over, im not gonna dwell too much on it.

About my family, i know there's nothing much i can do to change things. All i can do now is respect the decisions of parties and support whoever's in the need of my support.

Don't mind my english today. Im exhausted.

Physically, and emotionally.

Sometimes i cry over the smallest thang like my boyf. giving late replies.

Go what the hell you loserific bitch all you want, im telling you now i dont gv a shit. I seriously dont.

Ive become more sensitive and ive been crying alot.

Over something Marcus said the other day, even over what his mom said.

What is wrong with me.

Started spacing out during gym, controlled the tears.

Start argueing with somebody via sms, then regret what i say.

What the bloody hell is wrong with me.

I dont know what's going on around me anymore, somehow a tiny bit of me tells me i dont wanna know.

God, please help me.

I feel so claustrophobic. I feel so lifeless on the inside.

I feel so frustrated. I feel so ~~FUCKING~~ angry. I feel so. so. SO hurt.

Ill try to drop the topic. Ill try my very best.

Hung out with friends. And this hol is like all about gym training. Bt of course, there's time for Marcus as well.

Went shopping with mummy like alot. I love her.

Mum bought me my x'mas present already.

Its a pair of Guess shoes which costs almost $140.

Its a 4 inch wedge. So yea. Ilove it. Thanks mum(:

Idk what to say anymore.

Im really tired. Not just physically.

tata for now. Ill be back soon.

~iloveMarcus~

ciaos(:

` thanks for loving me, you're doing it perfectly.

if only.

2009-10-21T03:56:00.000-07:00

If only. Those must be the saddest words in the world.
guilt. regret. anger. frustration. longing. hurt. confusion.
It was just the beginning to whatever i thought would last, but i guess i have been dreaming.
Unaware of how i have hurt the people around me, i continue with my ugly attitude.
For the first time in my life, i am actually turning to God.

Forcing myself to sleep while crying; i wish i saved up my tears so i could drown myself in them. Burst out crying at the slightest provocation i thought that was enough. I cry so often my eyebrows hurt from all the furrowing, my head and my heart hurts. I am mindless at nights, all of the pain with none of the texture. I swallow back chokes on sobs that i shoudn't be crying, in my empty room where shadows mock my company, and nobody would be around to hear anyways.
I wish it wasn't like everything was gone.

Walking back into depression, oh why am i not surprised.
Sitting down not even looking at me. Walking past each other like we've never met before. Talking like we've never spoken to each other before.
I dont really want this.
Whatever that's happening is making me feel that its all just a repetition of whatever that happened the previous year. Ive been thinking of what i can do lately, ive been thinking of how to start. It sometimes hurts when people try to help by telling me they understand.
All this time i felt so lost. Taking the first step by talking to you, you start turning your back on me.
I get so annnoyed with myself i feel that i should give up. It all feels like a lie, a dream, some sort of fantasy. Its like ive been in a deep sleep, nobody around to wake me up. Feeling so confused and claustrophobic, im hurting and slowly dying on the inside.

I go -home, and that's not where i want to be. I go to school and i feel no sense of belonging. I think of the pleasant moments we had together and how i used to turn to you, its all in the past.
I can't believe whatever you heard could influence you so much your entire attitude has changed towards me.
Everybody makes mistakes, nobody is perfect.
There were times when i felt you have done something i didnt like you to be doing, but i sucked it up and moved on. Somebody once told me that Friendship was the strongest ship, im starting to doubt that. Everything arises interaction; comunication. But i think i should just let it go for this.

I dont know what you're thinking, and neither will you be able to understand me.
Trying to set aside all the other problems and obstacles i face, putting all my heart into this particular situation right here, right now.
It could have been a misunderstanding, or a misinterpretation of whatever you have heard.
I might have said or done something i shouldnt have, but you're just not giving me a chance.
I just want to say im sorry, I just wish you would forgive me.

There is so much on my mind, i dont get why the world just cant get that straight.
My mother, my father, my family, and me. School, friends, and the people.
Everything is definitely happening for a reason, and i wish i could do something about it.
Time's not going to wait for me, but doing my imaginary running wouldn't help either.
Its impossible for me to just let it go.

I sit here, listen to songs and think about things i should have already figured out. It's all different viewpoints on the same thing. I can't breathe unless my head's in the right spot; its killing me.

And with my neurosis, it's the difference between parts and pieces.

IM BACKK.

2009-10-07T01:04:00.000-07:00

YOOOWWWW.

awesome me is back.

okay, so like many things hppned.

duh.

and whatever.

so like... Phoebe's at my place now !!!! :D

exams starts this Friday.

Good luck to me !

gahh, i dont know what to say...

OKAY WE GOTTA STUDY.

blog another time... :D

~ iloveMarky ~

ciao(:

lovedrunk;

2009-08-02T00:30:00.000-07:00

i used to be love drunk, but now im hungover
ill love you forever, forever is over
we used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight
so dont call me crying say hello to goodbye~

damn ! its stuck in my head baby. thanks loads lexy. HAHAA.
kay idk wads wrong w all e functions here or wadever so yea. whatever.

HAPPY FIFTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING !
LOVE YA ALOTTEH. (:
smuacks. i love you Marky(:

kay erm. alot hppned n yea.
OH RIGHT,, I PASSED MY MATH TEST. MATH. on graphs. (:
im proud n happy :D
i wuz expecting a ZERO. or sth. whatever.

omgg last night !
aft e preview/performance on e way bck to sch.
the China bus driver lost his freakin way.
okay i directed him.
- endd.

oh we took alotta pics aft e performance.

we went round takin pics w other performers n stuff n were jus totally high then(:

really fun x)

well my com's like lagging abit so im jus gonna upload one(:

im gonna love NDP this year.
not gonna b like spendin National Day watchin e BLACK BOX. the television(:
anyways,, yea. im performin. thought i mentioned this before.
chapter five, the Fast Forward. sth like that..
SPOT ME PEEPS;D
kay whatever.
E MEDICINE MADE ME LIKE THIS BABY !
arghhhhh.
yea wuz sick last wk.
sent home on tues, n REALLY fell sick on wed.
had a freakin fever.
recovered but im stl coughin.
LOSING MY VOICE IS FUN YKNOW;D
i love that sexy thang x)

i love Marcus(:

that sexy guy's my drug.
kay whatever. i love you Marky(:
hmmmm...
I GOTTA BUN UP MY HAIR EVERY SAT FOR PERFORMANCE.
yea, the preview thang(s).
gotta do my own makeup too. [really fun] xD
whatever(:
WHAT'S WITH MY WHATEVERs.
BLARHH.
my head hurts !

kay erm.
watched Transformers like v long ago w Marcus,,
watched Harry Potter like idk when,,
watched Haunting in Connecticut w Umaira last Monday(:
Umaira n i plan to pay 6 bucks to torture ourselves by watchin horror movies tgt in future.
like Orphan(:
think its gonna be nice.

i love Marcus(:

what else...
gosh i cant think clearly !
kay my godparents n godbro are here.
gtg 'entertain' em abit.
love you guys !
laterr.

~ iloveMarky ~

ciao(:

desperado.

2009-07-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

you fucking biatch. how despo can you fucking get.

AYG opening last night !

2009-06-30T01:39:00.000-07:00

YOWW !! :D

HARD WORK PAID OFF !

AYG openin last night and its finally ovr(:

i wuz 1 outta e 40 gymnasts outta e 40,000 performers.

6000 ovr audiences,, and 40 ovr countries watchin it on television.

it wuz really an honour to take part in e opening ceremony(:

gymmers expressed,, roller bladers strut their stuff,, dancers did more than awesome.

finally,, i can express my relief aft e ceremony at e Singapore Indoor Stadium.

i dont know how to put it in words,, bt im really relived tt its over.

trainings were tiring as we had to practice under e Sun for abit at Nan Hua,,

and sometimes confusing as we didnt understand what e cheorographer wuz tryin to explain.

we also had to rehearse agn n agn esp wen our positionin n timings were somehow wrong.

[ Blurrness took ovr,, you see(: ]

so yupp,, yesterday.

sch reopened and sch happened.

left w Lexy at bout 11 20 n wen to e Dance Studio.

did hair n make up thr(:

wanted to go to e Performing Arts Studio as thr were mirrors thr as well but it wuznt available.

so yupp.

i helped out mostly w eyeliner. x)

as for this time,, my make up wuz done mostly by myself. so yupp ;D

Naomi helped me w e base for my eyeshadow n i did evrything else aft.

helped Lexy n Shining w their make up(:

[ more glitter this time,, baby(: ]

oh yes,, e mascara wuz really really distracting. for me. HAHAA.

[ thanks for e makeup stuff anw,, Naomi(: ]

Ms Koh helped me w my hair n admitted tt my hair's realii layered.

[ yes,, i know that,, Ms Koh(: ]

` Naomi n i.

we left aft we were done. (duhh.)

took e bigbig bus thr agn(:

[ thr were oni e 10 of us ! ]

yupp,, took pics w Lexy in e bus n stuff.

`Lexy n i.

reached thr n had to wait damn long to go in as they were scannin our bags n checkin n stuff.

finally gt in n we srted to gt a lil nervous.

did our warm ups n stuff,, n considered e popcorn chicken frm KFC as our dinner(:

[ thanks anw Ms Koh(: ]

wuz time to go downstairs n we srted gttin damn nervous.

we sat n i cldnt stop figgiting.

e Nan Hua guys were so nervous a couple of them cried.

i really felt like gvin em free hugs okay ! =x

[ KRISTEL! STOP TEASING ME! xD ]

hugged e gymmers non-stop n evn gymmers frm STC whom i dont realii know..

wuz time to perform n we were like frigging nervous.

wen in e 'circle',, we were like huggin each other non non non stop n doin last min warm ups(:

saw one of my friend frm Crescent n gv her a hug as well(:

i wuz like screamin at evry opportunity gven wen e host asked us to n stuff to somehow mke myself feel better x)

e music srted playing n my legs wen numb.

[ hey Marky,, doesnt tt sound familier? x3 ]

so yupp.

wen out n i cldnt realii balance. BWAHAA xD

i wuz realii,, realii damn nervous.

but overall,, i had fun.

tt experience is realii unforgettable(:

wen we were walkin bck to our holdin area,,

a group of roller bladers were like complimenting us n stuff bt nobody seemed to bth.

so i wuz like 'thanks. all e best to you guys.'

[ yes,, they were guys. ]

n den i wuz abt to walk off wen one of em wen like 'eh girl girl girl'

i walked back n dey asked me for my num. wows. -.-

ive gt others to sms yknow(:

so yeapp,, took a few pics aft tt.

i hate formal stuff.. i dont know how to smile... ... kay retarded(:

wuz damn high then..

went to change n i jus cldnt shut my gap x)

wuz takin e pins outta our hair n stuff n i wuz jus superbly random(:

yupp.

we were allowed to go off aft our item so we left.

took a bus bck sch n tried to sleep. [couldn't] x)

goodbye hugs n evrythingS,,

den daddy picked me frm sch.

decided to gv Mirabel sissy a surprise so i dropped by at her place.

lottsa OMGGs n laughter(:

left n tt wuz all fer e night(:

few things hppned aft i gt home tho.

wont go into detail but i realii hope they'll forgv me.

i didnt mean it. really.

~ iloveMarky x3 ~

ciao(:

June hols !

2009-06-22T00:05:00.000-07:00

HEY PEEPS !!

back again(: aft like.. almost a month? (:

anw.

The First Saturday [30th May]: went for Ryl's performance at Robertson Walk(:

like what Isabelle shouted out on tt day 'CHERYL SO SEXY !' :D

so true babe x) anw,, WELL DONE CHERYL ! (:

`before Ryl's performance w Belle(:

`aft her performance w Phoeb n Ryl(:

First Week: gym gym and MORE gym. AYG pracs at Nan Hua sec for almost the whole week.

well.. we were damn blurr for e first prac. like.. didnt understand what e guy wuz sayin n evrything x)

and what mde us more blurr wuz tt wadeva we were doin wuz 'freestyle'.- like do ath you want..

tt mde us more nervous cuz we didnt hv alot of movements to think of.

so we kept like repeating e same stuff ovr n ovr agn. -.-

yea.. so we went bck to sch for prac aft stuff at Nan Hua.

Coach taught us more movements n other stuff we cld do.

n yea tt helped like alottt(: - more confident e nxt day(:

[ NAN HUA PEEPS ARE NICE, FRIENDLY PEOPLE(: ]

went for History supp. classes on Tues and Wed as well. took some pics aft class(:

jus gonna upload 2 of them(:

` Belle,, Pat,, Lexy,, Me !

Second Week: went to Bel's on like Monday,, Tuesday and Thursday.

yes yes,, we were studying(:

well at least we really did maths on Monday x)

Bel's mum's really nice(: she printed Shirlyn n i some maths notes stuff(:

` THANKS AUNTY MIRABEL'S MUM ! (:

as for Wednesday and Friday,, i spent some time w mummy(:

we went shopping and stuff,,

and basically spending time w each other(:

Last Week: went to Phoebe's on Monday,, Wednesday and Thursday.

yes again,, we were studying and doin projects(:

Nerdies on Monday,, Manicure Wednesday,, Movie Thursday.

BUT WE STILL DID ABIT OF STUDYING OKAY ! :D

as for Tuesday,,

both of us as well as Umaira and Renee went to the National Museum of Singapore to fin up our History project(:

we walked ovr to Cathay and decided to watch Drag Me To Hell aft tt.

UMAIRA'S IDEA,, BABY.

like omgg la,, Phoebe n i hv nvr watched horror movies in cinemas b4.

so obviously,, we were afraid.

Renee wuz like fine w it i guess. so yea.

went to Ben n Jerry's and had ice cream for lunch :D

YUMM-EE(:

Umaira n i shared e Banana Split thang while Phoebe gt herself e Brownie thang w a scoop of ice cream on top of it(:

Renee didnt wanna gt ath at first bt we mde her gt e 1.50 single scoop ice creeeam ! :D

yupp. talked talked and talked.

then movie time !

went upstairs,, peed,, got popcorn n drinks and evrything(:

then yay we were on time !

[ Phoebe n i were 10mins late fer Fast n Furious e other time. ]

yup.. e movie.

honestly,, it sucked.

it wuz unrealistic and i hated hated HATED e endinggg ! ):

it really sucked. its not worth watching [honestly.]

sound effects did evrything to scare us):

made Umaira scream which made ME scream wch mde Phoebe scared wch mde Renee shocked.

but overall,, we had fun :D

[ Umaira and Phoebe had jackets but i didnt): ...

so i pulled Umaira's sleeve e whole time :D ]

`me.Renee. `Phoeb.me.

Saturday: family time ! wen to grandma's and had a BBQ thr to celebrate Fathers' Day in advance(:

[ I FOUND MY OH SO VERY OLD SPOON THR ! =p ]

`aunt n me.

`cousin Conan n i.

`ME ! (:

Sunday: Sentosa ! dad,, aunt n i went to Sentosa(:

to celebrate Fathers' Day? hahaa. more of.. TO HAVE FUN :D

wadeva it wuz,, it wuz DADDY'S DAY(:
had fun on both beaches,, and sun tanned under e SHADE. HAHAA(:

gonna upload a few pics(:

and yes yes,, i wuz wearin e same pair of shorts i wore on sat.

wuz gonna gt dirty anw(:

we also went on e LUGE thang(:

really fun. and i got to go on it twice. HAHAA :D

oh yes,, i know ive gt sexy shades baby(:

we had fun(:

yupp. guess tts bout it(:

dere'll b AYG stuff comin up from Wed all e way to Monday.

[ good luck to me ! (: ]

mmhmm. ill come bck to blogging agn wen i feel like it :D

see ya !

~ iloveMarky(: ~

` i remember when we kissed,, i still feel it on my lips.

ciaos(:

Games Day !

2009-05-27T03:12:00.000-07:00

YOWW !

MEL'S JUST SUPER HIGH NOW !

hahaa.

Games Day today wuz damn fun !

e rest of 2.5 participated bt a few of us didnt..

as for me,, im afraid of balls by nature :D

... so i wuznt involved la =x

Balls as in netball,, b.ball. whatever ;D

but not e gym ball. HAHAA.

so Phoebe n i were spectators/supporters =D

we got to SCREAM alotttt !!

i screamed like non-stop for our AWESOME TWO.FIVE n e sec ones tt walked past me on their way for recess were like gvin me 'that' look xD

anws,,

it wuz jus damn fun(:

oh,,

Captain's Ball seemed kindda fun(:

Jannah looked so cute wen a butterfly flew past her x)

Phoebe sed she looked like some ninja warrior w her hair tied up as a bun xD

anw,,

i may wanna consider takin part for Captain's Ball if there's such event nxt year.

ill try(:

`HEY 2.5 ! DON'T BE TOO UPSET BOUT THE RESULTS OKAY?

YOU GUYS DID ALRIGHT !

2.5 ROCKS YEA !! x333

I LOVE YOUU !

yupp.

guess tt's bout it for today(:

dinner time !

~ iloveMarky~

ciao(:

im back(:

2009-05-25T04:19:00.000-07:00

MEL SAYS HIII !!!!

stop lyin to yrself. you know you miss me(:

` EGO-NESS ! x)
anw,, ALOT hppned canns !

okay okay let's start.

GYM COMP on e 17th of APRIL !

XJT GOT FIRST AGAIN !

`WELL DONE BABES ! LOVE YALL MANYYYx3

we cried right aft our routine thinkin we screwed up,,

bt screamed like shiat wen we got to know tt we gt FIRST(:

wen to Swensen's at J8 aft prize gving n evrything to celebrate.

celebrated at Cafe Cartel last year(:

so yupp,, shared pizzas n stuff.

Desiree,, Shining,, Alexa n myself were stl a lil hungry so we ordered chicken baked rice n shared it among ourselves. YUMM-EEE(: ~

`Barney says: Sharing is Caring ;D
`before comp w Lexy.

`aft comp @ Swensen's w Lexy.

EXAMS !

okay.

29th April: English .

30th April: Chinese .

2nd May: x3 HAPPY 2ND MONTH ! x3 smuacks. ILY(:

5th May: DENTAL CHECKUP !!

6th May: History,, GAP (Art),, MY 14th BIRTHDAYYY !!!!

7th May: Literature .

8th May: G. Science .

10th May: HAPPY MUMMY'S DAYY !

Vesak Day hol thang ! - [11th may] : wen to e library at Bishan w Bel sis to study(: 'STUDYY' ;D Ryl,, Lexy n Gem were oso thr so we joined em. yes we were sooo studying laa(: they left n wen fer lunch while Bel n i decided to text Jun n Yan to come join us. yea. boredom took ovr, you see(:anw. blah blah n blah. they left n i rang Darren kor n asked if we cld meet. he wuz at J8 anw. so yupp. blah blah n blah agn. i had to go so yeap. tatas n evrythingS,, then home sweet home. 'HOME'.

12th May: Geography,, Home Economics .

13th May: Mathematics ! ,, `Happy Birthday Isabelle !

EXAMS ARE OVERR !

15th May: it wuz Marking Day bt we gymnasts had to go bck to sch for a frigging 4 hour training frm frigging 8 30AM to 12 noon.

( a half hour meeting b4 training started(: )

nevermind. its over anw(:

muscles were achin like ASS on Saturday.

16th May: went SHOPPING w mummy @ vivo on Sat !

`thanks mummy ! n you spent quite abit ! [on my stuff...] HEHH^^

but my muscles esp leg ones hurt like crazy):

but i had FUN ! :D

CHECKING OF EXAM SCRIPTS !

18th May: English,, Chinese,, Science .

19th May: GAP (Art),, History,, Geography,, Home Economics,,

`OMGG I NVR WANNA GO TO E DENTIST'S EVR AGAIN. I HAD 3 CAVITIES N SHE FILLED THEM ALL UP. OUCHHH.

20th May: LEADERSHIP WORKSHOP ! `motivated. thanks Mr Stephen Choon !

21st May: Literature,, Mathematics .

English - Passed.

Chinese - Passed.

Science - Failed.

GAP (Art) - Passed.

History - Passed !

Geography - Failed.

Home Economics - Passed.

Literature - Failed !

Mathematics - Failed.

`Mel's gonna work harder(:

IJ FIESTA !!!! [22nd May]

omgg it wuz e best day everrr ! (:

e others did their nails,, tattoo stuff n other stuff,, while Alexa n i sprayed pink n yellow streaks on our hair(:

2 bucks fer tt.

i wuz like 'i paid 2 bucks fer sth i dont like. e colour fades so quickly...'

Lexy agreed. o'wells(:

Ryl n i were so super duper extremely thirsty then.

we got Milo Dino n fin it in less than 5 ;D

wen to e General Office to gt coupons aft tt.

i wuz so blind i din c e 10 dollar note in my wallet. - so i paid 50 bucks.

MR DARYL CHAN gv me like SO DAMN many pieces of 2 dollar papers n i wuz like EH DUN LAA PLEASEE ;D

i know i know. shhhhh. ill speak GOOD ENGLISH in future(:

but hey tt kindda worked x)

so yupp.

wuz thirsty agn so i gt myself Frappaccino :D

`now you see how thirsty i wuz x)

went to e haunted house n stuff then played games n evrything.

oh HAUNTED HOUSE.

we were so scared wen quein up n stuff laa.

anw.

e first thang i sed wen i stepped inside wuz 'is that a girl in e dance jacket?' TEEHEE;D

i kept screamin fer wadeva i saw,, n kept pullin phoebe's shirt the whole time xD

NAHHAA. fun.

so yupp..

blah blah n blah(:

`isabelle's fingers.me.gem.lexy(:

`ryl.me.gem.lexy [WHERE'S RYL !]

`belle.rach.me.gem.lexy.pinto(:

followed lynette home at 2,,

n met Marcus baby at some station(:

walked her home w him,, sed byes,, and we were on our own.

he walked me bck to sch n had to go. so yea.

got myself a packet of Wintermelon Tea aft i gt bck to sch xD

blah blah n blah(:

`i just wanna re-live Friday(:

YAWNNN.

Mel's tired..

gonna sleep now..

later ! (:

~ iloveMarky ~

ciaos(:

2 movies in a day !! =p

2009-04-14T01:21:00.000-07:00

MEL'S BACKK[:

missed me ? hahas. i missed bloggin ! =p

anw.

went to BITC to bake a cake 2 wks ago !

THE CAKE WUZ DAMN NICE CANN ;D

lalalas..

SKIPSKIPSKIP.

last Friday !

[ baby's comp. day ! ] x3

went to Plaza Sing. w my girlfriend Phoebe !!

supposed to b there to gt her metal pencilbox,, magnets,, bag,, n some other stuff.

but in the end,, she oni gt e magnets from Daiso..

anw.

we were like queuein at e cashier's wen we met Shun Lin n Ischelle darlings thr(:

they were thr to like buy stuff to mke some present for International Friendship Day.

so yupp,, Phoebe n i were on our own agn aft tt.

she wanted to watch a movie,, so we went to c what wuz on.

e timings n all were realii bad so we decided to go to Cathay since she sed it wuz nearby.

we were so blurr we didnt evn know we walked past it like a gazillion times n stl callin Ischelle to ask whr it wuz.

anw,, they asked us to meet them smewhr so dey cld like walk us thr.

yupp.

thanks Shun Lin ! thanks Ischelle ! ^^

mmhmm.

wanted to watch Knowing by Nicolas Cage but thn agn,, bad timing.

so yupp.. watched Fast and Furious 4 in e end.

had like 1 hr b4 e movie so we went to Starbucks to gt Phoebe's Java Chip :D

met my two darlings agn so we jus talked talked n talked =p

time flies REALLY fast wen we're having fun ):

`SALLY.me.ISCHELLE :]

so yupp. Phoebe n i had to go n e story continues... ... :D

took a train bck to Kovan n waited for mummy n papa to pick me up from e taxi stand(:

i wuz like gg on n on in e car bout how gd Knowing wld be since its by Nicolas Cage..

AND THEN

papa suggested tt we watched it aft dinner.

i wuz like OMGG REALLY !?

HAHAA.

so yupp.

SO COOL RIGHT?

2 movies in a dayy !

HAHAA.

but seriously.

YOU WONT WANNA MISS IT MANN. ITS REALLY GOOoooD - thumbs up! - :D

the story continues again... ...

yesterday,, Monday:

omgOMGGomg.

IM SICKK. - ILL.

CRAPPP.

its like what.

GYM COMP THIS FRIDAYY.

woke up feelin DAMNN weak,, headache like ass,, had throat pain tt felt like tonsillitis n BODY ACHES.

GOSHH.

obviously,, i didnt go to sch.

slpt thruout e whole day,, n went to e doctor's in e evening.

got a 2 day MC,,

n e doctor sed e throat pains were due to some viral thang n headache + body aches may b due to stress.

Today: so like.. im supposed to b on MC today right? bt i stl went for my gym rehearsal.

i mean like please.

I GOTTA BE THERE.

how can XJT be called a Ji Ti is not evryone is present?

more to speak,, its a frigging rehearsal...

anw(:

im really damn tired now.

gonna sleep...

CHEEREEOHHS ! (:

iloveMarky(:

.SmuackS.

ciao(:

first week of term 2 alr ! :D

2009-03-30T02:55:00.000-07:00

HIIII !! ;D

last week !

Monday: FIRST DAY OF TERM TWO ! TIME TO WORK HARD ALR !! (:

Tuesday: oh wow ! im in the mood for studies !

HAHAA. took down notes for geog like a NERBIE wen im SO NOT. ;D

Wednesday: ohmyTIAN. i overslpt.

and oh. MDM HONG MADE PHOEBE N I STAND AT THE BACK OF THE CLASS JUS CUZ WE FORGOT TO BRING THE CHINESE WHITE FILE AGN. ERGHH.

Thursday: BAKING DAYY !! OMGG ITS SUPER DUPERR FUNN. went to BITC to bake cupcakes n cookies !

group consisted of my girlfriend Phoebe,, sugar Shermaine,, XinYing and myself(:

OHOH ! THE STIRRING MACHINE THING IS JUST AWESOME-LY COOOOL =p

the cupcakes turned out SUPERB,, and the cookies were FANTASTIC :D

the flowers i made outta sugar for the cupcakes were so pretty !

hahas. not perfect but still passable for a first-timer ! =p

cant wait to go there agn this Thursday !

if im not wrong,, we'll be baking a cake !! :D

Friday: supposed to go to the Singapore Museum,, but didnt wanna miss gym agn(:

Saturday: went to Tampines Mall to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic w mum !!

OMGG THE MOVIE WUZ DAMN HILARIOUS.

somethin you dont wanna miss huh.

get a good laugh :D

Sunday: HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY AMANDA PRINCESS !!

` her bdae cake is 99% e same as what i had for my secondSLASHthird birthday !! =p

Amanda's my cousin's daughter(:

YUP YUP YUPP. I KNOW. THAT MAKES ME AN AUNTIE. HAHAA.

but im the youngest in the family so yea. im the youngest auntie.

HAHH. BE JEALOUS MY DARLIN COUSINS =p

smuacks ! SIAO YI LOVES YOU,, AMANDA !!

Today: went to the National Museum of Singapore just now !

since Farisya n i didnt go w our class on Friday,, we had to join 2.8,, MY PREVIOUS CLASS !

we are family ! ~~ :D

had to get into groups of four so i joined Mirabel's group.

it consisted of Bel,, Melanie,, Charmaine,, Rachel and myself(:

[ so im like the extra la =p ]

n crap la it wuz damn dark inside.. { WHOOOO }

wen we first got in,, i cldnt evn c whr i wuz gg so i jus held on to Bel n let her lead. HAHAA.

n wen we were supposed to write down the answers on the booklet gven,, i cldnt evn c what i wuz writing. LALALAS.

my eyes adjusted aft awhile and I COULD SEE !! :D

the bckground music thing and chanting thing whereby e coffin thing wuz WUZ jus freaking scaryy laaa.

Rachel n i were jus like holdin on to each other the whole time as THAT Charmaine kept scarin us evn more by gg like 'OMGG LOOK AT THAT',, n PUSHING us TOWARDS those scary portraits and evrything.. -.-

THANKS ALOT LORR CHARMAINNEE -.- :D

i know. i look sucky in all those pics :D

yupp.. ill stop here. damn sian alr =p

` i love 2.8,, and i love 2.5(:

most of all,,

ILoveMarky(:

LessThanThree^^

.SMUACKS.

ciao(:

J8 day.

2009-03-20T04:40:00.000-07:00

ELLOHAA[:

went out with Mirabel sis ytd ! hahas.

was too tired last night so didnt post anything..
but here i am ! lalalas~
met Bel at J8 ytd ! (again)
Bel's mum wuz supposed to go there w her cuz we were gonna watch a movie together...
but she wanted to sleep in so she came later(:
i wuz slightly late so i asked her to w8 for me outside Breadtalk(:
i miss her so damn much laaaa ! =(
but at least i get to see her everyday in school b4 assembly(:
yupp.
we just talked crap while walkin n stuff,,
and i wuz like smsing the whole time(:
[ yupp Bel,, u got that right. like.. who else can i be smsing. right? =p ]

her mummy and sissy came in the aftnoon,,
n we had lunch together at Kopitiam. :D
Bel's sis is really cute(:
[ Bel,, tell me im right,, cuz i know i am =p ]
Bel n i werent tt hungry so we jus ordered Hokkien Mee and shared a plate of it together(:
we fin-ed first so we went to get the movie tickets.
wen quein up,, i just wen DANG IT like outta the blue.
the button from my pants came off. like.. dropped out. dropped. on the floor.
HAHAA.
i wuz like askin Bel to 'block' me while i tried to fix it back. :D
aft gtting e tickets,,
i asked her to follo me to e washrm while i tried to fix it agn.
spent about 10 mins in e cubical jus for tt one button. =x
it wuz damn loose.
Bel came in n tried to help but it stl remained - damn loose.

i dragged her around almost the whole of J8 looking for a belt aft tt(:
wen to BHG and finalii got what i wanted -BIG SMILE-
WHOOOO MY PANTS DIDNT FALL OFF. :D
Bel,, her sis n i watched Hotel For Dogs(:
[ her mum didnt join us =x ]
Emma Roberts is jus super duper pretty(:
movie wuz awesome,,
n i'd rate it 8-9 on a scale from 1 to 10[:
aft the movie,,

Bel's sis wen off w her mum,,
while Bel n i were on our own(:

Arjun bro then called me n sed tt he wuz gg to e library to drop some books.
i wuz like ' im bored,, i wanna see you. '
the line cut off n i wuz jus pissed off.
he didnt call me back either.
aft tt,,

we jus con walkin n i wuz like 'talkin to myself' sayin bout how angry n sad i wuz n all tt crap knowin tt Bel wuznt payin any attention. =p
had e sudden urge to turn around n wen i did,, i jus went OMG.
Arjun wuz like ' i wuz behind u guys for so damn long n u stl didnt notice.'
TEEHEE :D
aft tt Bel n i sat down somewhr in wch Arjun described as 'strange' =p
lalalas~
talked talked and talked. crap. as usual(:
i had to go and both of them walked me to e intercge(:
~ i love you Arjun bro(:
~ i love you Bel sis(:

got home,, settled down,, and wen out agn w dad n stepmum for dinner(:
stepmum had some checkup thing so i jus tagged along =p
she had blood test n i jus watched e needle gg in n then out.
needle. nothing else(:
wen to Tiong Bahru Plaza aft tt n had dinner at KFC(:

okay. nothing alr. really dunno wad to say liao luhh(:

gym today rocked. =p
~ i love Marky.

ciao(:

the happiest week(:

2009-03-10T05:18:00.000-07:00

HIIII !! :D

like omg omg OMG ! ~

I PASSED MY HISTORY exam for CA1 !!

AHHHHHHHHH ! ~~ ...

just got my history paper back today,, and omg ! i passed !

last week wuz the BEST and HAPPIEST week ever(:

okay. let's start ... ... (:

Monday: it started off with the BEST Monday mornin ever(:

won't go into detail but yea. it just made me happy for the rest of the day(:

got my chinese paper back,, and i felt it wuz an accomplishment for myself when i saw my marks.

i got 37.5/50. i wuz really REALLY proud of myself as ive been like failing all the way in 2008(:

classmate Yi Lu had some 'debate' thing bout some question for compre w cher. =p

kept arguin as she claimed tt cher marked wrongly cuz e qn's askin for this but she marked that and BLAH. =D

that helped me ALOT actually :D

cuz cher finally agreed n evrything aft all tt arguin so she collected the papers back and sed she'll add more marks :D

oh n Bel gave me a friendship necklace from diva in e mornin ! hahas. thanks Bel, i love you(:

Tuesday: got my chinese paper back officially ! hahas. i got 39.5/50 !

which is like = to 40/50 laas :D [ SO HAPPY(: ]

aft that,, got my english oral presentation(show & tell) marks !

omgg i got 18/20 ! :D

[ i failed show & tell last year okay ! ] =p

Wednesday: OHMYGOSH I CANT REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED ON THAT DAY.

~iloveMarky.

Thursday: OHMYGOSH I CANT REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED ON THAT DAY.

~iloveMarky.

Friday: i had science practical assessment(SPA) aft sch !!

hahas.

too tired to even think then type out whatever that hppned =p

i just know that i only did it OKAYY-ly and not FANTASTIC-ally. ):

Saturday and Sunday: IM TOO TIRED TO TYPE ALR... ...

GOSH.

Today: CLASS wuz fun(:

had to do some pose thing for ART.

[ MR. MARCUS ROCKS.---> ART cher. ]

anw,, the pose thing.

we had to get into groups of 4,, then pose for some 'sculpture project' thing.

group consisted of Seereen, Isabelle, Phoebe and myself(:

the 1st pose we did wuz like just SENSE-less,, and the 2nd pose we did wuz just plain SLUT-ty.

Seereen and Belle looked like a les couple while Phoebe n i were jus totally not ready for the camera(:

yupp.

and HISTORY ! omhmygoshOHMYGOSHohmygosh.

i passed. i actually PASSED HISTORY !

its like a borderline thing but still !

i mean like seriously.

an F9 gone caser in 2008.

well im not gonna be so happy just yet tho i sound very... ... :D

CUZ I BET THE OTHER TESTS FOR HISTORY FOR US WILL BE MORE CHALLENGING(:

went to Yishun Indoor Sports Hall to support the IJ Netballers aft sch.

[ selected classes had to go ]

aft tt,, took pics w Isabelle babe in e washroom :D

she kept scarin me laa...

gg like 'omg i saw something' and STUFF... =p

anw,, im gonna stop here....

IM DAMN TIRED EVN THO ITS ONLY 9+ comin 10 -.-

so yup...

~I LOVE MY LOVED ONES(:

~iloveMarky <3

ciao(:

LALALAS~

2009-03-01T04:31:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG HII !! :D

i had Allergy Conjunctivitis. [ not really imp so let's just move on(: ]

Hike on Wednesday. hike wuz damn FUNN! omg omg really! it wuz FUNN. went to sch as usual,, did nothing, then nothing(:
aft assembly,, proceeded to AVA for some briefing n stuff.
class wuz split into 3 groups(:
made this PAPER flag THING and some cheer as a group consisting of Phoebe, Alexa, Shermaine, Samantha, Gemma, Audrey, Zenia, Hazel and myself(:

trainer wuz Linda,, and we came up with a name for our group - CHOCOLATE RUSH :D
took some bus to somewhere then started walking(:

started off w this Loop-De-Loop whatever Loop game thing :D

we were one of the best groups okay! :D

the rope thingy wuz passed round the 9 of us through our bodies w our hands held together in a circle -
IN 25 SECONDS ((:

aft the game.. started walking agn(:

i held SUGARR[Shermaine] so tightly while walking on those wooden thingiies above water :p

had lunch at about 2pm(:

walked about 18km in total(:

` My Stomach Hurts.

anw,,
CIP Day. went for the CIP thing at Nativity Church ytd(:
started off peeling long beans, then wiped trays, then wiped cutleries/utensils, peeled onions, and stuff(:
kindda fun but my fingers hurt from doin all that peeling(:
aft bout 4 hours,, papa n mummy came to fetch me :D
had dinner at the poolside of my condo,, then went bck home(:

Today. had chinese tuition in the mornin,, math tuition in e aftnoon - as usual(:
went to Bedok aft tt to hv a haircut(:
didnt really cut.. my hair wuz trimmed(:
and omgg I LOVE THE HAIRSTYLIST :D
so yupp. fringe looks a lil different now(:
aft tt,, went to City Plaza for dinner(: wuz rainin so heavily! hahas.
shopped around aft dinner and bought a pair of earrings imported from Korea(:
nothing much there tho... =x
so yupp.
didnt do anything much.

` My Stomach Is Starting To Hurt Again.

alright ill stop here.
i wanna go to SLEEP so as to forget the PAIN :p
so yupp.
~ I Love Marky(: ~

ciao(:

BK kept askin me to post -.-

2009-02-04T06:46:00.000-08:00

Hey guys(: im here !

hahas. im back !

im here cuz some 'people' kept pesterin me on postin and stuff.. so yeah.. :D

hmmms.. life has been suckish.. as usual(:

anyway.

09' Coundown Thing(: wen for the 09' Countdown thingy in YISHUN(: weird, right? well, my stepmum wuz the make-up artist for the performers and stuff. dad n i were supposed to be there only to fetch her but guess what? we got tickets for free :D this lady sortta like gave us her tickets as she said she had to go somewhere - God knows where. well,, this is Singapore(:

School. im proud to say that i prefer my new class to my previous one.

~ 2/8-ians,, please dont get offended or wadeva by that sentence. im not drivin @ ath. its just what i think(: we've spent a year together, and you guys taught me alot as well. i thank you all 4 tt(:
Academically,, i feel that i can understand better durin lessons. i mean,, the pace the chers' r gg is just nice. that's sth my parents wld wanna hear =p
In terms of friends, people and people,, i feel that i can be just a little bit more 'open' with them. define open? to be honest,, i dont know. its just sth i cnt describe. i just feel more comfortable in 2/5. end of story(:
~ 2/8-ians,, I. Still. Miss. You. :]

CNY. had CNY celebration in sch. wore grey skinnies and the same top as Alexa darlin(: hmmm. nth mch.. wen to Bugis w Phoebe darlin aft tt and w8ed for her friend for about 3 hours. WAITING SERIOUSLY KILLS. Phoebe wuz supposed to meet her primary sch friend on tt day. reached there,, walked around,, and finalii she decided to kol her friend. Angelica didnt answer her calls,, and neither did she reply her smses. both of us were like 'floating' round and round at the same lvl not knowing what to do. aft like 30 mins, Phoebe tried callin her agn. she ans-ed bt all we cld hear wuz sme Indian music thing. HAHA :D aft tt,, both of us decided to emo at one corner :D Phoebe sed she saw her fren and did not dare walk past hym or ath. wadeva it wuz,, she did not want any eye contact w hym. AHAS. funneh. anw.. we srted takin pics(: got bored so we jus sat there and srted stonin. HEY! IMMA PRO STONER OK! =p aft tt,, Angelica FINALLY called. sed she wuz on the way. finally she wuz there,, and the story continues... ...

Class. well.. some of my friends tell me ive bcme more bimbotic lately due to the friends i hang out with. why is that? well,, if its a not-so-good thing,, tell me whr ive gone wrong and im willing to change(:

My Attitude. i admit my attitude sux. well,, guys, ive got Permanent Mood Swings. heard of that? no? ure hearin it from me now. friends, i cnt help it, okay? i know its annoying. but i jus cnt hlp it dammit. you know im like that but there you go gossiping. please. if uve gt a prob w me,, you tell me str8. im not angry or wadeva. i just find you immature(: also,, if you wanna tell me ath, please tell me sth i dont know. mke the world more interesting and ill thank you alot(: i always tell myself: keep an open heart :]
~ this is not to anyone in particular. its to ppl who hv probs w me bt not sayin a dang thang(:

My Life. i think it used to suck way more than how it is now. evrything's in plc,, and im srtin to understand myself a lil better(: more to come(:

yupp. guess that's bout it. Arjun ! Bel ! Charmaine ! Bertram! happy now? AHAAS. thanks for keepin my tagboard gg tho. my whole entire blog wld hv been dead by now if you guys didnt keep spamming :D not askin u to but still,, thanks !! ^^

ciao(:

My poor brain's corrupted tudae :P

2008-11-12T06:20:00.000-08:00

Hellos;D

so lyyyyyk..

agn as owaes,, din do ath mch.

gym as usual,, sms,, on9 fer omost 24 hrs,, slp l8 omost evrynite.

yupp.

ive gt a qn: Y The EFF Am I So Effing Boring. (:

mmhmm.

nvm,, its okayy. ill ans tt myself. (:

lalalas~~

so lyk.. tudae,,

woke up,, checked my fone,, n dere i wen smsing agn(:

aft tt,,

wen 2 Heartland Mall w dad in e aftnoon 2 gt sme stuff. (:

gt bck hme,, settled down den watched Shi Xiong Di on cnnl 8 :D

im gtting addicted 2 e tv nowadays.

Goshh. i betta nt b. hahas.

owaes watchin tv programmes one aft one.

ITS NVR ENDINGG!! n ADDICTIVE!! hahas.

a couch potato at nite.

n a wad in e dae? a tomato tt sits in front of e monitor?

ohh wells,, ill mke tt one up; a chair tomato :P

rite. im lame :D

srted tokin 2 Javier agn aft lyk.. a few mths? hahas.

Ignatius feels LAZY now =p

he jus sed tt(:

N WESLEY CHAN!! U BETTA TEL ME WEDER TT WUZ ONE OF YR JOKES OR WAD.

yupp(:

bn tokin 2 e guy mentioned above fer e past 3 nites. [ yepp. tt's Wesley(: ]

n if sth's gg round n round yr mind [i dunno wad bt yea],, all i can say is tt hys my friend. (:

mmhmm.

we jus tok bout aniting n aniting so yea. outta boredom i guess.

he kips scarin me by gg lyk: 'eh wads tt sound. hu's tt. yr dad cme in ah? did u turn on e tv?'

yea. wch freaks me out.

WESLEY IS HEARING THINGS (:

yupp.

n I LOVE SHUN QUAN KOR(: x333

mmhmm.

ill stop here. loves(:

ciao(:

~ How do you guys find this song by A1? hahas. changed it(: used to be Crush by David Archuleta.

ehh? dey forced me 2 post.. :D

2008-11-08T06:23:00.000-08:00

Ermm.. Hii (:

I hvnt bn doin ath mch recentlii..

jus sit n stone n rot. (:

so yea.

bn goin fer gym at least 2 tymes a wk at CC tt lasts fer bout 3 hrs+..

bn stayin up l8 at nite lyk doin nth..

jus.. u noe..

watch tv programme.. walk around e house outta boredom lyk a frikin midnite ghost..

yea..

stuff lyk tt..

bottom line : I Couldn't Sleep.

mmhmm.

dun ask y cuz evn I,, dunch noe why. (:

so yupp.

let's jus drop e topic. (:

i realii hv nth mch 2 sae.

n realii nt in e mood 2 tink or ath.

bt here i m postin aa post cuz i wuz forced 2? hahas.

Arjun ! Bel !

stoppit!

AHAAS :D

Bel? isnt tt familier?

lalalas~~

I MISS YOU BEL!! (:

hahas..

so yupp..

ill stop here yea?

i realii,, REALLY hv no mood 2 go on ani further..

sorry... (:

so yupp agnn..

ciao (:

trouble slpin =p

2008-10-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

ElloHaaaaa;D

guess wad tyme i spt ytd!

actualii,, THIS MORNING :P

hahas.

6 30am :D

2 b exact,, it wuz at 6 26AM(:

yupp..

kept tossin n turnin,, walked round my rm,, checked my fone,, walked round my rm agn..

yepp.

wuz smsin Arjun bro frm 1 11am to 2am.

he wen 2 slp den n dere i wen countin SHEEP :D

din work tho.. ):

cldnt stand it animore so i decided 2 go out(:

tt wuz @ abt 4am =D

den came bck around 6 surprised 2 find a couple of my frens on9.

some were appearing on9 bt slpingg laa.

bt yea.

one or two of dem talked 2 me(:

mmhmm.

fell bck on my bed n tried 2 slp agn..

e nxt ting i knew,,

i wuz smsing Arjun agn.

lols.

he replied me at 6 16am n srted off w an O an M n a G,, which makes OMG(:

so yupp.

he woke up 2 go 2 sch,, while i wen 2 dreamlandd at tt tyme.

Ryan woke up at 6 30 :D

he had track(:

mmhmm.

i woke up at 2pm n hd my lunch straight.

if ure wonderin y im so long-winded,,

its cuz im nt tinkin. jus typin wadeva tt comes(:

agnn,,

im SORRY! =x

so yupp,, shall end here

ciao(:

Gym(:

2008-10-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hello! agn :D

so lyk aaaaaniwayy,,

brot my dog fer hys jab tis aftnoon(:

e vet hlped hym trim hys nails too :D

he oso sed tt Cash is a tamed n v gd boi as a chiwawa :D

aft tt,,

dad drove me 2 gym,, den fetched me frm dere at bout 6 20(:

durin gym,,

tot Shining n Desiree e routine,, bt dey oni gt part of it(:

tts a gd srt :D

Desiree wuz more familier w e 1st part so i tot her further(:

dere wuz tis turnin tingy i tot Desiree tt took her ages 2 gt it rite.

hahas.

DUN GV UP DESIREE! :D

yupp.

n if ure wonderin y im nt typin mch,,

its cuz im LAZY..

so yea..

SORRY!

well..

im ALWAYS laz.. bt EXTRA laz tunite =]

mmhmm..

n im realii laz 2 go on further..

so yupp..

gonna stone den rot agnn(:

ciao(:

hello world(:

2008-10-29T02:57:00.000-07:00

Hello! (:

alrities.

i din evn noe i had a blog until Ryan asked me 2 create one :D

hmms.

Desiree hlped me w e layout tingy jus nw bt she'll oni b sendin it 2 me 2nite.

so i asked Bel 2 hlp me w e template tingy :D

THANKS DESIREE! THANKS MIRABEL SIS!

so yupp.

n fer sme ppl out dere tt alr noe bout it,,

im sayin it here nw.

i dropped 2 NA stream.

mmhmm.

Normal Academic stream.

wen EMO tt dae,, tt nite aft gttin 2 noe bout it.

i gv it my best shot bt stl din mke it thru.

parents met up w e principal n my s1 form cher n asked bout wad wld b beta fer me.

of course i wanna stae in express..

hu doesnt?

bt if ill understand betta in NA stream as dey'll go slower n stuff,,

den..

SURE(:

so yupp agnn,,

new clss,, new ppl,, new frens,, nw year,, new start.

fer ppl hu dislyk me fer i dunno wad god dammit reason,,

if u dun welcme me,,

im sry bt ive gt no choice(:

i h8 hatred. so i wont h8 you(:

i love you(:

yupp,,

gonna talk 2 Bel now :D

ciao(: